
August 7th - 7:52PM. NWA Flight #69, Detroit to Osaka
I didn't plan on drinking today. But, here I am, how many thousands of feet in the air, starting my 3rd mini-bottle of white wine, washing down a "Norco" (some kind of pain killer) that James, the window to my aisle, gave me. There aren't personal TVs in the back of the seats on this flight, what else is there to do? I finished reading John McCain's book "Faith Of My Fathers" and surrendered to a drink. I read Obama's book first, "The Audacity Of Hope." It's interesting to read the book of someone whom you've heard talk so much on television. Your internal reading voice is replaced by theirs. Obama and McCain read their books to me, I just turned the pages.
August 9th - 9:58AM. Osaka, Japan. Rihga Royal Hotel, Room 1160
I didn't stay out late last night, choosing instead to come back to the hotel after dinner and go to sleep. Hiromi, our translator and guide while we're in Japan, took us out to eat. The restaurant, about a 10 minute walk from the hotel, was tucked down an alley and on the 2nd floor of a non-descript building. There was no signage and we never would have found the place on our own. I'm guessing maximum capacity of the one room establishment was probably 30 people tops. The food was excellent.
We're leaving for the festival at noon, our set time is 3:25. We then have an 8:20 flight to catch heading for Tokyo, so we won't be able to stick around and watch any of the bands. We'll have more time to hang out in Tokyo.
August 11th - 9:46AM. Tokyo, Japan. Grand Prince Hotel, Akasaka. Room 2148
Coldplay were incredible last night. I'm a big fan of their new album. It was my first time seeing them play. They are talented musicians individually, and together they form an exceptionally tight band. The drummer doesn't drop sticks, he hits hard. The bass player is locked into the rhythm, he's not too flash. The guitarist didn't miss a note. Chris Martin exudes personality and energy. Ever since last night I've been trying to fight off a defeated feeling of jealousy. I've been at war with the voice inside my head that keeps saying "You'll never make it. You'll never know what it feels like to command a stadium full of people in Tokyo. Your band just isn't good enough." I want to believe. I want to believe that with hard work and determination I can go anywhere, do anything. Sometimes it's hard. Say what you will about Coldplay, I don't aspire to emulate their band. I aspire to reach as many people as they do, that has nothing to with money or fame, it has to do with art. That's my dream.
Tokyo was much better for us than Osaka. We played better as we were less jet lagged, and the crowd was more receptive. I got to see MGMT and Crystal Castles play again, for the second day in a row. MGMT are still horrible live, which is disappointing cause I love their album. Crystal Castles were once again incendiary, another highlight of the festival for me. Coming over here to play the Summer Sonic Festival has been a great experience. It is by far the most well organized festival we have ever played, as well as the most artist friendly. There was no hierarchy among the bands, ever one had the same quality catering, our wrist bands got us access to any stage (not just our own), and our hotel accommodations were more than adequate. I really hope to come back to Japan some day soon on our own tour. This is an amazing country.
August 11th - 10:58AM. Berkeley, California. Double Tree Hotel, Room 3137
I had my alarm set for 9AM but woke up around 8 this morning. I didn't leave my hotel room until our noon lobby call, spending my last hours in Tokyo organizing my luggage, checking emails, and writing.
I slept the good majority of the 10 1/2 hour flight from Narita to SFO. Our plane left half an hour early due to volcanic eruptions in the Allution Islands. I felt rushed once through security and instead of casually looking through the duty free shops and then eating some breakfast, I wolfed down a bowl of rice, a bottle of sake, and two bottles of white wine before boarding. James was once again the window to my aisle and after take off we started ordering more wine. X amount of bottles and 1 1/2 "Norcos" later I was fucked up. I passed out while attempting to watch the new Disney remake of the Hunchback Of Notre Dame. In my lucid pill and alcohol induced state I remember being furious over the liberties Disney took with changing the Hugo's classic novel to cater to their bottom line. It should be illegal to change to content of a classic story and sell it under the same name to people. Victor is dead, his book is not.
When I finally woke up the flight crew was starting the breakfast service, which meant we had about an hour before landing. I felt nauseous. James commiserated the feeling with me. I was worried I wasn't going to make it through the immigration process. I was worried that the customs officer would start asking questions and I would just vomit all over him. Thankfully I made it through without incident. Heather made it to Berkeley a couple hours before me and had already check in and settled into our room. By the time I got to the hotel I felt like the whole world was rocking back and forth like a ship at sea. I felt like my legs might collapse beneath me at any moment. I kept having to brace myself against the walls as I paced around the room telling Heather about my trip. We ordered room service and then promptly fell asleep. We napped until around 7PM. Our hotel is right on the bay. After waking up, Heather and I took a walk around the marina, along the shore line. Walking down the pier it was hard to imagine that somewhere out there, across the bay, past San Francisco, across the seemingly endless Pacific Ocean, life in Japan carried on.

30 comments:
Tom, your band could absolutely command a stadium full of people in Japan someday. Seriously. You're by far the best band I've ever seen live and I believe in you guys more than I believe in anything else in this entire world. Sorry if that's cheesy, but it's true.
i second that
I'd like the amount of people who like Coldplay to like you guys too. It'd be nice to see my friends have some taste.
coldplay doesnt have shit on you guys.
tom, wouldnt a pain killer and alcohol kill you? or put you in the hospital or something?
Whether is be Against Me! or Tom Gabel and acoustic guitar, you have the most amazing presence. Every time I see Against Me! I still get the chills.
I was kind of down with Notre Dame as a kid.
I want to comment, and yet at the same time I don't want it to seem like idle praise, because truly it's not. Your writing impresses me, not just your songs, or AM!, but this,your journal, reads intelligent and intimate and real, and I wish you would write more often. It too, is art. I'd love to hear more about your thoughts on the McCain and Obama books. And I've always thought of the work of F. Scott Fitzgerald as the velvet of literature...his words luxe and touchable, textured, the way so many writers aren't. I see the influence in your work.
you are an incredible writer.
i really enjoy reading these journal entries, your use of words makes it all so interesting and beautiful.
whenever i see you boys play live, it gives me this feeling that very bands can make me feel. the stage presence that you four have is breathtaking. as far as i'm concerned, against me! can do anything.
*very few bands
I think of MGMT as a bizzaro My Bloody Valentine. Is that weird?
I work in Berkeley, live in Oakland. If I would have met you walking down the the Berkeley Marina I most likely would have shit my pants. Glad Japan treated you well.
BTW, I met you at Wheatland yesterday! I froze up, didn't know what the hell to say. Felt like a douche. If you have the power to do that to your fans, I would say you are well on your way to accomplishing your goal of commanding a stadium some day. No doubt I'll be right smack in the middle of the front row when that happens.
i love you.
but i hate coldplay
a friend of mine used to go to school with coldplay, no shit. its werid to think how big theve got over the past 4/5 years. so i imagine if you push yourself hard enough and cater to a wider audience you can do it 2 since your live show has just as much passion and energy as theirs! rick.
Wow Tom just, wow...... you always amaze me. You're purely an inspiration.
You people ARE good enough.
Hell, if a yuppie ninja scum like me loves your band (okay, kid punk, but I sold out years ago), everyone will love your band. You folks fucking rock. I'm not kidding. You exude an incredible energy on stage - whether it's a 50 person venue or packed with the Foos. I've seen both and your energy is incredible.
I adore you boys, Tom. One of the best bands around. And if I had a choice between seeing Coldplay and Against Me, I'd choose the latter any day. I'm not kidding.
Big love to you, dude.
Tom,
It was nice talking to you in Carson, CA on the last day of the Warped Tour. You guys are all really awesome. AM! is the best and always will be.
Hey Tom it's Caleb from SC. Couldn't get into my damn Blogger account for some reason. Anyway, great post, especially the bit about Coldplay. I may not be nearly at the level you guys are at, but I understand your feelings entirely. I mean, that's how I feel when I see Tom Waits live, or even you guys. I have a lot of emotion inside of me, and I'm sure you do too, that is just waiting to burst and out touch people. We're all works of art, and we are our own artists, it all depends whether we decide to paint for ourselves to see or to catch the wonder of others. I am not quick to call people like Coldplay sell-outs, or money-grubbing or heartless. Because their music has a certain level of intensity that just makes it seem too genuine. For the record, I never liked them until this album. But I always detected that in their music.
In any case, I haven't read McCain's book yet. I can't quite seem to get around to finishing Obama's yet. No matter how you're voting for, it's always nice to see where the other side is coming from.
Hope to see you at this next show in Hilton Head. We'll chill this time, seems everytime I've come to a show I've been in a rush to leave.
In any case, as far as making you feel confident that you will one day reach as many people as Coldplay... look how many you've already reached. You guys have made tremendous progress since when I first saw you in Athens in 2000. Have some faith, man. I know you have it in you.
Ah there we are. Signed in finally. Anyway, see you in Hilton Head, Tom. Take it easy.
Norco is hydrocodone (an opiate) and acetomenophen/paracetamol (depending on what part of the world you are in - tylenol) mixed together - basically double strength vicodin. Yes, christi, booze and pain killers can kill you. Alcohol and opioids are both central nervous system depressants and as such act synergistically to slow down useful bodily functions such as breathing. As well, alcohol displaces tylenol from its preferred enzyme system in the liver into one that creates an extremely toxic intermediate. Tylenol interacting with other drugs (indluding alcohol) or in excess of the recommended daily dose (recently halved due to risk) is the most common cause of liver failure in otherwise healthy young adults. Studies I've seen indicate it kills about 2-3000 people per year in the US, which is nothing to sneeze at.
Tom,
Looks like you need to attend AA or stand in line for methadone. OK only kidding. Man you need to control you booze and pill taking. No need for hangovers as they suck. What do you want to live the rocking roll dream and vomit in your sleep and die or maybe end up main lining vodka cause you ran out of the heavy stuff? I drank and did stuff for years just to realize what a waste it was. But yea here and there to get a bit drink and smoke a bit is OK. Pills are just plain BAD mixed with booze. Grow up man so we can hear years and years of noise from your mouth. I know I sound like a parent. Well soon I wiil be when my wife has our baby boy. Later....
hearing that mgmt suck live from other people as well as you makes me feel better about seeing am! instead of them this fall.
Oh, ok. just curious.
good thing though, we dont want anything happening to you Tom
I like that my favorite band does as many drugs as I do, makes me feel less like a young hoodlum. Good to hear that there are still festivals out there with some atmosphere, open air music is the best ever. I'd also be interested to hear about the candidates' books, mostly because I'm ridiculously curious and don't have the patience/free time to read them myself. Seems like both of them are down to using the same old politician tricks. *yawn*
http://www.drugs.com/norco.html
I am not your mother, brother, father or whatever, but I am a fan, and I have also battled and am still battling substance abuse demons.
Seriously, take care of yourself. If no else does, we worry about you and want you to be healthy. You are vegan, take care of your soul and body, do the same with drugs and alcohol.
Remember Minor Threat, remember 'The Straight Edge?'
You are important to us Tom, take care of yourself!
chris
Yeah man straight up, if anything happened to you I think I would be afraid to listen to music anymore. Get stoked!
no worries
tom knows what hes doin. we all do shit to get by.
tom, you keep doin whatever you want. you rule. and we trust you know what your doin.
I actually spent all of the month in July in Tokyo, studying Japanese/doing an immersion program. It's funny that you played Summer Sonic; I saw commercials for it NON-STOP on the huge TV screen in Shibuya. Had no idea you guys were playing it.
I know the feeling of finding it impossible to believe that life is still carrying on over there. i miss Tokyo greatly, and in my head it's as though that world is stagnant. Impossible to grasp that all those people who I connected with are carrying on with their lives.
Always love reading your entries.
Wow, I wouldn't have guessed that Coldplay makes you feel same way about your band that your band makes me feel about my band.
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